I think my regular readers know that I have been going through a medical situation. I had my right hip replaced on May 14th, and then it got infected and I was back in the hospital with more surgery etc. on May 31st.
It hasn’t been an easy ride. At all. Pretty bumpy as a matter of fact. Irregular heart rate during surgery, skyrocketing blood sugar, vomiting for days, blood transfusion, blown out IV veins, NO veins, etc. And that was just the first few days. Now I am dealing with a bad infection that could jeopardize the future of my hip. I had another surgery, another 4 day stay in hospital, PICC line (thank God), at home nursing care now and daily infusions. Actually, today I did my own infusion, because insurance doesn’t pay for daily nurses.
When I came home from rehab back in May I thought I was over the worst and could walk pretty good and pain was minimal. I was ecstatic. Now, I feel like I have regressed and am way, way back. I have pretty significant pain, can’t walk without my walker, and am homebound. 😦 I still don’t know what my future holds for me and have to live day-to-day.
BUT. There’s always a but. In this case, a good but. This whole situation has made me realize who my real friends are, and I have been become much closer to my family, especially my sister. People have prayed, sent cards, visited, sent flowers, presents, and most of all have supported me in this ordeal. I can actually FEEL the outpouring of love and prayers floating up to heaven.
When I was in the hospital this past weekend, I went to the Chapel on Saturday night during my nightly walk. The hospital was pretty much empty. Who wants to stay in a hospital on the weekend, besides this girl? Anyway, the chapel was very peaceful and had a login book you could write requests/prayers to God in. So I sat down and wrote 2 journal pages of thoughts to God. I asked him for healing help and also thanked him for the new hip he gave me, and could I please keep it? I told him I would take very care of it. I ended my journaling with a plea for a Blackhawks win, and he gave me both Sat and Sun win, so I know he is listening to me. The next day, Sunday, the Chaplain came to visit me in my room and said how much he enjoyed reading my entry. He was a nice man and stayed to chat for a while. I told him my fears and he helped calm me with thoughts of Jesus taking care of me. So, thank you Jesus, for everything so far, and yet to come.
And thank you to all my friends and family, without all of you I wouldn’t be the person I am today, and I appreciate all the help that has been offered and given. Love to you all.